1. |
Find Me In The Forest
04:30
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You’ll find all my passing promises
Lurking in the trees
Thinking of them makes me shake and i’m
Left weak to my knees
Think it’s kinda scary
Think you’re getting weary
Do you really think you should continue
Find me in the forest
When I’m at my lowest
I don’t really think you should continue
Hold your breath
Lose your head
You’ll get lost inside me
In my forest
Hold your breath
Lose your head
You’ll get lost inside me
For I’m a mess
You’ll find out how toxic I can be
In pitter pattered leaves
So trek through the forest, oh, but please
Do not try to change me
You’ve been crying lately
are you lost and lonely
I told you that you should not continue
Find me in the forest
When I’m at my lowest
I don’t really think you should continue
No empathy
you’ve none
time spent from me
How long?
So I’ll write you
This song
You won’t find me
I’m gone
And I’ll take a breath
Think again
It appears you’ve lost me
In my forest
Take a breath
Don’t strain your chest
It appears you’ve lost me
For I’m a mess
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2. |
Nowhere
03:55
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Catch the petals in your lips
In your hands the flowers kiss
world within his fingertips
Thorns to wilt away his dreams
Water waits along his veins
Watch the love evaporate
Seemingly it’s gone to waste
In his hands you’ll see my fate
The slight, white roses will take me nowhere
Take me nowhere
Take me somewhere
And in the light you’ll know I’m not there
Take me somewhere
Take me nowhere
Keeps his head under the trees
gleaming stars through forest leaves
Weighing down with rising ease
Intercepting only me
Running down his sunlight rays
Pull him out of darkened days
In the midst of misery
Nowhere here for you to be
Scratching the empty air
Breathing though the layers
Flowers in your hair
Holding them in nowhere
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3. |
Sad Girl
04:54
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Red cherry burst, nights like these are the worst
In a room all alone, stain to make me go numb
Sunflower shine, fix the blue in the sky
Messy berries and jam, help me see what I am
And she’s a sad girl
Its her blueberry world
Feather pillows and marshmallows
A sad girl
Ah-ah-ah
A sad girl
Ah-ah-ah
A sad girl
Ah-ah-ah
Smoothies outside, happiness at high tide
Lipstick swallows sorrow but I feel on my own
Blackberry sown tells the time for her low
Can lavender scent make her better again
Come to the playground, to drown out the sound
Of the voices in your head but don’t play on the swings instead
(Rose gold into nothing
Holographic blushing
Velvet spikes of cacti
Grid to mark our goodbye)
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4. |
Polaroids
04:06
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Sick to sink the pills, rid me of these chills
I’m fighting for my mind until the shaking stills
A sip of see-through fast enough to break the glass
Take a picture fast enough for two to last
Add a touch of love, til’ it makes me numb
Trace my lips again with the tip of your thumb
A sip opaque enough for you to let me be
Take a picture just so you remember me
Polaroids hanging by fairy lights
Warm the cold, frosted gold
Even if you know it’s holding me back
Train tracks, don’t go back
Polaroids searching for a helping hand
Fingers mould into your hold
keep it safe until you can’t lose the mess
In your chest, it’s in your head
Blink your eyes before the flash blinding white
The sheets they feel so empty, but it feels so right
So high I don’t think neon lights will take me there
Take a picture of the place the two can share
Call the number keeping me from 911
Cuz it seems my time here is so far from done
So high I don’t think neon lights could guide me home
Take a picture of the place when you’re alone
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5. |
Cloud 9
03:12
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If the skies are blue I often stare
At the clouds, puffy, fluffy cotton candy up there
So I count and I count to help me calm down
but Are numbers enough to help me now
-4, -3, -2, -1
I know that negativity won’t help me hold out
But if I start at 0 won’t the numbers run out
No, I know that positives are enough to count
Teach me teach me
How do I be happy
Tell me tell me
Why I cannot love me
Show me show me
The quickest route to cloud 9
Maybe maybe
It’s easier to say I’m fine
With all of my might
I’ll keep on till I’m at cloud 9
They said “she couldn’t be
happy cuz her brain’s wired differently”
Im on a journey to find cloud 9
Would you come with me please
You see, I’m afraid of heights
Though I don’t think I could touch the sky
I’m scared to fall down
even though I might not die
bad thoughts sometimes cloud our minds
We gotta truck on
blow out the fog from our eyes
Maybe if we think clearly, we’ll have a chance at life
We don’t know what’s ahead
so we might as well try
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6. |
Comets & Cream
04:18
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Dip your finger in Milky Ways
Feel the stars start to drip down like cream to crave
Vanilla clusters are sticky stains
A blazar breaks my heart again
Radiation lab in use
Keeping me in loving abuse
I need the warmth of a scorching sun
i need to feel the dying burn
Baby tell me me what do you see in me
I feel like a mess like I’m crushed my gravity
A vacuum free of something, things that sink to nothing
Oh baby can’t you tell me, what I should be feeling
Fearing that nobody in this world could love me
falling from clouds like highlights igniting
rations of irrationalising
Comets and cream
Creeping and cradling my dreams
Comets and cream
Lighting and lighting kept agleam
Frost the tips numbered fingers
Counting days before my pulsar
against the rhythm on my wrist
Connect the dots on night maps starlit
Pulse as cold as exoplanets
i’m drawn to you like we’re both magnets
i need the warmth of your embrace
I need to feel alive again
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7. |
Piano Keys
04:26
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A long distance call
Through a broken cell phone
A static rush
turns my heart to mush
But my hands are cold,
Porous ice uncontrolled
we’re in the dark
Who’s watching us
Piano keys might be machines
white magic like cream, milky weighing down dreams
Itty bits, i’m biting my lips
An 8bit crush and an acidic lust
Stay with me in bed
Safe from sunlight shed
Theres a keyboard to play
To keep my demons away
Piano keys
My mind at ease
Your porcelain cheeks with a tinge of bright pink
An idle sound so the safety surrounds
Sometimes Im so deep in a ‘chromatose’ sleep
Incomplete, bleak and bittersweet
It’s black and white, make me feel alright
The afterglow much too bright on my own
Piano keys might be machines
White magic like cream, milky weighing down dreams
Itty bits, i’m biting my lips
An 8bit crush and an acidic lust
Stay with me in bed
Safe from sunlight shed
Overflow with space dust
On my skin from your love
Piano keys
My mind at ease
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8. |
Paper Hearts
04:50
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Oil slick on contact lenses
paper cuts on velvet fingers
Tie dyed bones to fix my weakness
Glitter pills to cure this dullness
Writhing nights in desolation
Keep my eyes from staying open
One day you’ll see I’ll be happy
opalescent eyes gone glassy
Clouds seem to fill my head
In a life so dead
Light like infrared
Clear my mind again
Painting stains on paper
Heart to heave heavier
I can’t be on my own
Paper hearts light as a stone
Help me think through this
Teach me to help my self
Cuz i can’t be on my own
Paper hearts light as a stone
In the end I’m feeling empty
Up and down through hills and valleys
Try to keep me from the sink so suddenly
Giving up seems better for me
5am in bubble gum I
Feel like I just can’t move at all
In a state of nervousness I
Breathe again to count the numbers
Sky smeared blue like souls of stars
shimmer pink on clouds of ours
Smile bright as day
Make the pain go away
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9. |
Which Way
03:53
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Simple little fingers blink and
Rosy cosy cuddles melt the air
Which way, you know?
Blowing secret “I love yous”
Tell me how to pop the bubbles,
Iridescent soapy trouble
Which way, you know
Blowing secret “I love yous”
Shake the soda can and
Feel the fizzing spilling down your hands
Which way, don’t know,
WInd blows foam between our toes
Like the tingle, breaths to mingle,
Help the liquid love from filling
Which way, don’t know
Wind flows foam between our toes
So close your eyes
Feel your hands on mine
Relax your jaw
And maybe kiss me some more
The rainbows brilliant in the sky
But deep violet only catches your eyes
which way? with you
So we stick like creamy glue
Crying golden tears to the point
Where neither of us can see
Which way, with me
So a silver lining leads
On the stars command
I’ll see you again
Reach towards a day
And you’ll be okay
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10. |
Technicolor Buzz
04:18
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Meltberry England, UK
Melt ☾ I'm an indie singer/producer.
✦ People describe my music as 'floaty' and psychedelic ✦
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